Uneasy...

I have this uneasy feeling that just won't go away. I've been feeling this way for a while and have been ignoring it in hopes it would disappear on it's own. Nope, still here. I know what it is, the feeling. Fear. I haven't felt this way in a long time and now the fear is setting in. The red flags that usually pop up and I look past, I'm now noticing them and now I'm concerned. I hate to say this, but sometimes I wish I could just be reassured everything is ok. That makes me sound insecure but lately I have been feeling that way. I want to understand but asking is not an option. I have to settle with assuming and we all know what happened when you assume: you look/sound/are stupid when you do. I hate being stupid and clueless.